O.M.G MY BLOG IS SO DULL WITHOUT A SINGLE PICTURE BUT TINY TINY ANT SIZE WORDS. THATS BORING AND SO IM GONNA PUT UP SOME!!! recent ones up first!


DROWNING (IN PROVENCE) OHHHH OHHHHH OHHHHH...


NIGHT OF LAUGHTER (TUES) WHEN ALL MY AWESOME FRIENDS CAME (: TFs<3 STNICKSGIRLS<3


TRY FOR TOMORROW. I GOT MY DISEASED STAR(fish?) AIRBRUSH TATTOO ^^


HILLSONG'S CONCERT DAMN GOOD d^^b LOVESSS ITTT.


BEFORE SOCIALHOUSE EVERYONE LOOKING GR88


ALYSSA ASHLEY WEE'S AAWSOME BIRTHDAY PARTY @ FORT CANNING <3<3


MINI CLASS OUTING TO EASTCOAST :DDD


WENT OUT W REBECCA AND TOOK LOTSA SUN PHOTOS WHICH SHE HAS YET TO UPLOAD :X and my hair looks so blueish/purple here haha.






CHINESE HEROES EVENT IN CHURCH EVERYONE LOOKING CHEENA AND HAPPY !!!

YAYYYY SEEING ALL THESE MAKES ME HAPPY! SHALL GO TAKE A BATH NOWWW LIFE'S GOOD JUST NEED TO CATCH UP A LOT ON WORK AND NEED TO CUT DOWN THE PLAYING :(
anyways..havent seen the gin gang for damn long guess everyone's leading their own happy life? mizzzzz 'em.
Taboo ytd after church with peeps made me lose my voice, againnnn!

am feeling much better now! just a little weak and all, my energy bar is almost depleted, needs potion! heh.
havent stepped out of the house in 3 days omg sad, but finally meeting the Tfs(hopefully) tmr and then hillsong at night i cant wait!! just pray that i'll survive the rather long day.

im spending cash so quick i'd better control myself. havent exactly went shopping yet so i must MUST MUST stop spending on useless stuff!

the past few days i've done more work than in the past few weeks!!! like i've kinda done at least 3 tutorials. yay me. just need to workkkk ittttt!!!

and i still havent told my parents about my lost camera. i dunno how.... maybe i'll just try to get a new one. theres a new canon one got damn cute colours!! oh i just gogoled it. its like IXUS 95IS 400bucks!!! dangdang.

time for some sleeep.

i slept like 13 hours today -.- the medication made me so tired and weak and sleepy. i'd rather go to school instead of staying at home srsly. at least like everyday after school there will be unpredictable plans like random meetups with the girls i love <3 missing all the rehearsals for the rest of the week, this is bad, performance is like on the 3rd/4th im screwed. really hope my voice comes back to me!!! need it so much ): and hope the fever goes off asap... the doctor was like, your cough is just one step away from breathlessness i was like OMG WTH!?

:X
stay strong everyone!! 3 days will fly by before i know it and hopefully i'll recover in time for hillsong (:

I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
I LOST MY CAMERA
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I LOST MY FIRST CAMERA. FML! IM DAMN SAD AND DAMN SCARED TO TELL MY PARENTS ):
foolish mistake!!! why didnt i just put it into my bag!!! instead i left it by itself in the locker  underneath dayna's bag. nice one i should have seen it coming la i should have just dumped it into nat's bag or smth. omg whatthehelllllll.

pictures i took ytd night >:( dammit.
Scarlet was quite alright but not worth the losss srsly ): and i was dehydrated most of the time can die + (spin my head right round right round).
school tmr so many work undone im gonna be hardworking >:/

-SCREAMS-
(because i cant do it now) i swear my throat tore or smth everytime i swallow water or try to cough it hurts like hell. why why why am i getting sick now :(

this week was a damn happy week :D
monday was vivo with cj bitchez + mag, like finally met them all except debra after soooo long <3
tuesday was like milkpanz after school @ holland v bread ftw srsly! long bus ride(s) to reach home though.
wednesday was watching the seniors' rehearsal after school. tickets for $5 3rd/4th friends please come and support me acting!! and mivio too!
thursday is today! haha math remedial after school which dragged on and on and i was coughing painfully already. but went to town nevertheless to meet rach leo grace angela yq xishi :)
tomorrow is going to be a long day hates it why do we end at fricking 4.30 damn loser can. might have dinner with the Tfs so not sure if can make it for hof oh wells.

saturday better turn out funfunfun!! :}

OMG MY CAMERA'S MEMORY CARD JUST GOT DELETED OF EVERYTHING ):

okay my lj skin is freaking me out, a little.
and damn.it. maybe my purple skirt turned out a bit poofy!?!?!? im gonna get it altered again urghhh. and i made ANOTHER flowery skirt. shit i swear the fabrics are damn pretty totally going back to get more cool designs (:

omg yesterday was such a wasted chance ugh i damn annoyed by kids. anyways ecp cycling with half of the class yayz fun much we just like cycled, stopped, camwhore, talked, laughed, sang, laughed again at julian the worm. hahaha happy happy fun picture are up thank me! :) church at night we watched Faith like Potatoes it was damn touching like God works in miraculous ways :) casuarina after that w usual peepz, finally got to eat milky prata yayz d^^b

town today w rebecca, couldnt decide where to go to take pics, ended up at central fire station + staircase outside ROM sun pics(!!) some fail some quite cool heh cant wait to see all the pictures we took :D

tmr, got flea at haji rebecca wants me to go after church.
zomg i really wanna go genting howhowhow big dilemma argh why never ask me earlierrrrr!!!
im scared for results.... am so going to face the mega disappointment.

HARLOWZX!

yay i got a new phone already hehe its the samsung ultratouch i like (:
wow third paper tmr econs, damn fast exams ending!! how about the aircon at badminton hall is fricking cold how to write and think while some blast of cold air is blowing down right at your neck!!!

ended so god damn early today haha 10.30 then lepak in sch before meeting grace with miv in town (:
tmr its even earlier like 9.30!!!!!!!!!!! yaypeyz.

anddd i bought some nice shade of purple fabrics to make a skirt, hope it turns out nice! :D and it only cost 2.50 a metre hehhehheh.
k time to get some sleep!
hope everyone is feeling healthy and managing well with the terms!

i wish i was living on a farm. <3 <3

hopefully i get a new phone on sunday and can finally kiss my lousy nokia phone goodbye.
omigosh this japanese drama serial is getting me hooked. perfect (robotic) boyfriend? omg!!

yes! got another pair of loafers today heeheehee :)

FOUR MORE DAYS TO TERMS

-shivers-
cell group just now, nicenice, everyone gang up and try to expose me in front of uncle jerry and his wife. faggots hahaha cant wait for the cheena hero event. heard im gonna act as some victim who gets maligned. yuan wang ah!! damn funz.

TFD ytd was truly good (: heh miss this group of true true friends (: life now is so superficial we just need to grow out of all these meaningless shit which we will probably look back on and laugh about.

(there are ants crawling on the ground yikes!)

going johor tmr w my mum want some gum or cum? :D:D

oh my god something is happening to my lj why are all the pics not showing ):

one more week to school reopening, wish there was another week more.

today was spent filming some spoof commercial for church website and my cell group wore cute pyjamas hehe my cute idea hope the editing will turn out fine tmr. maybe going back to st nicks tmr to study w clique? sigh, miss them, its so hard to come altogether and have fun like last time. but at least we're all making that little effort, i hope we won't forget one another alright (: (:

this H1N1 thingy is getting scary. my brother's army camp got someone who caught the flu so he needs to be quarantined. and because of this idiotic flu, my younger brother's band camp became some day camp. so i guess eevryone will be home during the last week of hols. oh welllll.

there's still so many things i havent do and the hols are ending!! cycling? swimming? play!!!!!!! take nice photos?????oh man really cant wait for the next long school holidays sheesh. want to go exploring places :/

at least exam week is only four days to be exact. and then there's a youth day holiday, so stay k00l everyone/anyone/no one who's reading this ):

xxxxxx ):

hihi (:
met up with lijie and steph finally on friday after theatre which had only a pathetic number of people but we did a lot for our set and props (Y).
so anyway finally saw my sec2 friends after so long, had a lot to catch up on and a few hours werent enough man ): but guess we had fun like always and laugh about random shit miss the times (:

then church at night, funfun. we all feel the same don't we, lost and not right. the closeness we once shared, why does it have to be like this now? maybe you cant seem to balance well? like how you cant choose to have two different things at one time, i guess your choice is obvious now, we'll just move on as the numbers dwindle, what if im the last one standing? when you two become too busy?
Loneliness, the last thing we all need.

I'm also quite sad about something. disappointed? miserable? surprised? whatever hope it never happens again. they cant exactly be there for you so whatever.

im just sitting here scratching my mosquito bites. i swear i got like more than 10 on saturday while watching the super captain's ball game which was filled with action, witnessing how scary the church guys can be. woah never wanna go near that. and injuries, o-m-g seriously. and all the time i was sitting beside this kid called Elijah who got ZERO bites!! ):

Cabbing is really not the way to squander my hard earned money sigh..not esp when theres midnight charge, omg the cab i took last night had no aircon (STUPID CAB) and the uncle was speeding like nobody's business i swear i was holding on so tight to the handle, imagining what might happen and all damn scared laa..

mivio came back today! haha after church went to the hospital again. then suddenly got a text from miv and so we met up at starbucks for green tea frap (DA BOMB) and talked :D needs TFD asap, and outing with the gin gang!!

AHHA!
today,,, NOL, damn slack NOO miv and i were dying in the cage (DEP WORKSHOP) cutting cardboards to make glasses and bowties for three blind mice, which im part of!! teehee, wormtail dream coming true!! anyway our kewt specs were greeted by everyone's exclamations at how CUTE they were. heeheehee not bad, didnt know miv had this whole artistic side keke.

studying today w miv, zak, andy failed, unexpectedly. how about their band was there nice didnt even take out my bio notes at all ):  sakae before that was damn good though.

just ordered something online and am kinda regretting it now i dunno ugh whatever. i see this threadless shirt i like!!

meeting up with H&H friends finally this friday! am excited (: then color friday after that yay great way to end the week!


HUH WHAT TERM EXAMS?


VauntIV was rather fun ^^ nat's camera not so beastly anymore, my pics not as nice!

life is too short to...weep. says who?

my friend's friend passed away. shucks. life is damn fragile, i rmb at least saying hi OR bye to him everytime we all meet up and then he's just gone like that in a bike accident. too quick, too sudden, too scary. and he's still so young.....

recently there're all these unlucky clouds around me and people around are suffering real bad but i dont know what i can do..?









Pray?

harlowzx yes this whole week has been so packed with all the performances that end late night, concealer+powder is taking its toll on my complexion :(

bangs are annoying. what with the hot and humid weather, sweat always seems to accumulate under the curtain of haiirr. >:/

this is bad, everytime i get down to read my bio notes, i get distracted and think about stuff! how about i dont wanna do badly or terms? ):

met someone cute yesterday but sadly didnt get to ask for the name...

finally getting my LG pay on monday! need to save to shop!

AFTER CHOIR CONCERT (:




loves the TFsssss qing inessa aly miv celeste (: SANCIA WHERE WERE YOU?

(HOW'S MY HAIR??? :? )

school is ending yes finally but then, almost half a year has gone by.
NOL has been fun, but i hope the humour wont be dry and stuff, like ok we have to be true to our roles then it will be truly funny. ahh comedy is not easy at all. 

lets hope my holidays will be fun and fufilling, cant afford to screw terms up.
amidst the rehearsals, extra lessons and maintaining of social life, i need to cram in a lot and a lot. yeppp.

today was a weird day. was supposed to go soft rebond my fringe after school but something cropped up so miv and i ended up spending almost two hours waiting and talking. naise. guess my fringe has to wait till sunday or smth. how about im damn bad at coming up w scenarios for Would you rather... ma brain not working yo. not really looking forward to school/last day of term 2 tmr, fridays are long and boring. but theres debra's bbq party @ night which im really looking forward to (: (: roasting hawt.

and grace is flying to kun ming tonight bon bon voyage!

okay im gonna attempt to do some work now . . .

today was a really slack day because i had a damn farking long break that ends at like 11. so the whole school day was only like, 3hours. hArHaRhAr fun much. math test finally over and theres no more tests for the rest of the term! but only one week left sadly.
NightOfLaughter rehearsal today really fun and groovyyyy. performance in august!!

and then miv, durgga and i kinda waited fruitlessly for 3 hours for our dinnerpalz who sadly, ended latelatelate. how about we waited for nothing so we just went to holland and have our sad lonely dinner. and how about the F word is becoming a really fun word to say. shit damn bad.

yep so today wuz quite a happy and fine day. i've been on the com ever since i came home, theres nothing to study for, (yeah who m i kidding right). cant wait for rugby on fridayy! go ac go.

kk damn tired now time for sleep!
MMMM is so god damn cute i cannot tank!!

MY HAMSTER DIED!!
yesterday. quite sad la.

one week ago i was out studying at this time. fruitless studying. today is another day wasted what have i done with my life tsktsk. dinner later w miv, nat, kaili and then to meeup w the rest of ma bitchez.

school sucks ugh i hate math i hate chem i hate the whole annoying part. nadfa sucks i got muscle aches from it hahahaa lousy no wait dont call me lousy because i got 10.8 for shuttle run and i can do 14 pull ups!! hehe. and yes the only test i passed this term is gp, which was open book. major sad face.

kk i need to search for my soul and find my own self back and do something with my completely meaningless life.
i miss the gin gang :-(

ahh and angels&demons is the coolest movie ever the plot is amazing and the twist at the end left me mouth-open shocked. miv and nat had to explain to me some parts of the show and i was like OH.MY.GOD.COOL. go watch it friends!

toodles! me OWT!

hihihihihi life has been gr8!
havent done online shopping in ages, when am i going to find time!! >:(

mag's party last thurs at amara villa too bad i couldnt stay, what a waste of my own cash to cab back from sentosa to home at 2am. but at least we had fun. even though i got my nail broken. it heals damn fast i swear i can see some white part growing out already (:

grace's party on fri night. everyone's turning seventeeeeen! went for color friday in church first and had a lot of fun jumpin and singing, then cabbed down to grace's and party was quite big, damn a lot of peeps but some left suddenly. whatever we had our fun still, i know i did, so yay! it was nice catching up w stnicksgalpalz. parties are hard to manage when there's different groups of peepz quite sad that i dint really hang w ac fwens OH VELL.

funfunfunfunfun, then back to school after the weekends, uggghhh drag. today was rugby agst acs(i) and we won but whatever met alot of ppl at the ccab field!!!! damn exciting, like grace, rachel, enru, meg, delphine (: and after that saw andrea, dayna, nat hat in serene centre! coincidence or whuttt, had damn a lot of fun laughing and like SHUDDAP YOUR FACE :D and leo bitching mivio off is just ultimate haha.

nyyyehh i want to see youuuu :(



mag's


grace's

color friday was a blast i really had my fun, cant wait the next one this friday. gets me damn high w all the coke and jumping. i cant even hear myself screaming the lyrics out can! break the silence and victory maker are two favourite worship songs for now :D :D lucky i came late at the right time (:

sports on sat was shit. i suck at badminton ha ha ha ha i lost twice for two saturdays already whatever i dont care im gonna lose the thrid time next sat. i got like muscle ache in my ass how sad is that i dint even run around much -.-

sunday was church then backing out of church camp, im really really really really sad. damn it i really wanted to go but like my bunking buddies totally cannot make it and stuff so i have to back out. sad face times a thousand. went to camwhore at like neesooneast park w rebecca and alex after that, took a million and one pictures w some bridge and thingys i'll upload soooon? (:

today! school was fine, i need to go to school everyday w a happy and cheerful mood and laugh about every single silly thing that we do. like the whole 'poke singapore' joke shit we damn kool pls, i love the people in my class! esp miv anne julian and freddie, ultimate funny kids ttm(:

went town after that w miv. ate shaved ice at far east which was damnn good and we met mag!!!! yayyyy cant wait for her party yo! and then the whole gang of chickens turned up in town too like debra kaili nat rachel grace hahahaha happy happy. life's good except for all the tests i've failed. i got 6/25 for chem i am god damn stupid. i need to study like seriously but we're all saying that, arent we?